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    V A L E R I E
    Architecture student

    sixteen going on seventeen.

    #1. tell her you love her. :D

    #2. she loves everything.
    that she cant have

    #3. go figure th rest yourself.

    this is my blog. trolls and evil robots, CLICK HERE.
    Future.
    wants

    # be a recognized Architect.
    # GPA 4.
    # Prada's Long Saffiano Leather wallet! (omg!)
    # another french connection watch.
    # Bobsmade chuck/sneaker, headphone and glasses.
    # learn how to bake and ice a cake. then put strawberries on it!
    # a trip to Africa
    # a Blackberry.
    # that ODM marvel spiderman watch.
    # that n.u.m shoulder bag.
    # that faber castell colorpencil set.
    # copic markers.
    # a manicure.
    # more sandals.

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    bitching.
    Sunday, March 28, 2010
    i'm so disappointed that i'm disappointed. that's how i'm feeling right now : disappointed. it just fills me up like a bubble. its overwhelming and it is as though as i might burst anytime.

    i just expected that person to know how i'm feeling instead of obsessing with his/her own problems. i'm trying really hard. really. but it's suffocating. and real tiring. it's not fair! its not fair that he/she gets to feel happy having me around while i'm bursting with disappointment whenever i talk to him/her. it's not fair that i'm the only one needing to hear all those damn excuses i never was interested in hearing in the first place. fuck.

    **(fine, i don't really know if the person is happy to have me around.)

    i'm complaining again! oh man. i shouldnt complain so much! it's a bad habit i'll never kick. bad bad bad!

    i'm a blessed girl! thank you, whoever!

    actually i didnt have a topic in mind when i started posting this. c i just wanted to rantcomplainramble! it seems to be the only thing i've been posting about lately! forgive me! hee. but, the truth is, i know i could have worse problems right now, so i'm a really (rather) lucky girl. yay.

    Lol, i'm such a troll.

    ♥

    it's as if my body would forget how to bleed.



    **(this is a selfish post made by valerie as there were many many many "i"s in it.)


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    liars and lies.
    Friday, March 26, 2010
    i would like to say i quit my job but unfortunately i didnt. i got sacked/fired/dismiss.

    you can gasp all you like but somehow, i'm actually quite glad they dismissed (i chose the best sounding one) me. i get to relax all day long and do what i like and honestly, this definitely sound more like a holiday than standing around in a shop earning a miserly amount of money per hour. i promise myself to enjoy the rest of the break i have left. (:

    school start 12thapril. and till then, i swear i'll play my two weeks away.

    i guess i got lost in all the fun i was having till i havent have the time to post.

    a blog is sort of like a responsibilty. you have to update it on time, allocate time to post on it and for others who have a tagboard, take time to reply each and every tag individually. i'm guess you could label me as an irresponsible blogger but do you really think you can do better than me?

    oh please, lots of people are all talk but no action. i actually do personally know a few and it get frustrating sometimes. for the first few times when you actually believed them, you ended up being the fool, decieved and often hurt. people like these are like perfect synonym for liars. similar? yes. but, same? no. you see, both liars and and people like that lie. however the difference is that liars know that they're lying while people like that don't. sometimes, they believe their own lies more than you do.

    ♥

    the crazy thing about lies is that you start falling for them yourself.


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    'twas a rainy morning.
    Tuesday, March 23, 2010
    did you know i have a terrible habit of writing on tracing paper? are tracing paper made from trees? c i think i killed a few clusters of them.

    it's just so... addictive! *glitters*

    tracing paper > (pwnz) plain white paper

    mm, what do people read in a blog? read about the fun and happiness the blogger is experiencing in his/her life? or the mundane activities that the blogger do daily so as to comfort themselves that they are not the only ones living out their boring lives?

    i ran out of things to post.

    well, i could post about my shopping haul from yesterday and the adidas gold and black backpack that i finally got. or how i really felt toward certain people, keeping names anonymous to keep you guessing. i could post about how i spend hours sleeping at home, what i ate, what i did. or i could post about how ridiculously boring my work is and complain about how i have to work tomorrow and how the lady boss isn't being fair to me at times. i could post chinese/english song lyrics coupled with a youtube video and obsess over the singer and how sexy his/her voice is. or i could post how much i love or/and miss a certain boy.

    it's just that, do i want to post these on my blog? and not just bc thats what everyone else is blogging about.

    ♥

    maybe you and me just got lost somewhere.


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    maybe they should
    Sunday, March 21, 2010
    stop fucking each other already!

    i know its sounds crude, but everytime i view a video about extreme poverty in China/Africa/India i'd wonder why they hell do they keep having kids. doesn't make any sense at all. always, i mean always, in these videos, they would show children starving and diseased. so didn't it ever occur to them that the kids the parents are bringing into the world are going to lead an awful life, just like them (the parents)? also, the video never fails to complain how much money we're spending for ourselves when the money could be better used to help save these poor little kids and how the amount we are already contributing is not enough. well maybe, if they stop having fun, our money could be used for people who really needs it. corruption isn't helping either. in geography lessons (jess scolded me for being mean c i complained that they should just stop having sex. whatever, i still firmly hold my stand in this.), i learnt that they have alarmingly high birth rates (root cause!) partly bc they do not have the resources and access to birth controls. well, i think abstinence is one hell of a good birth control.

    they should just masturbate. what the hell! i get extremely pissed everytime i think about it. their brains arent made of mud, right? and its no excuse that they are uneducated. it sort of proves that sex > love. don't they love their kids enough to not give birth to them? ahh!!

    i'm starting to ramblerantcomplain.

    i should stop watching this kind of lame videos.

    ♥

    i fall into you.


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    (like maybe, for approx. 4hrs.)
    Saturday, March 20, 2010
    met up with niwen. *points to title* that included the movie.

    i watched how to train a dragon! i want to watch how to train a dragon again!! ((: maybe with my bro! or with you! ahhahs! interested?

    maybe i should buy it's dvd instead! and watch everyday! Lol! (:

    nah, i like it c the animation is awesome and the art is fab. the colors used are amazing and come on, th dragon is cute! i know you think so too.

    i woke up seven a.m in the morning for some reason, and amazingly, i didn't feel like snuggling into my bed for another dream. so, i followed my mom to the gym! woah, it has been ages since i ran. like ran! even if its for a bit. i doubt it was even 2.4 and i was exhausted. ahhahs. i super lousy at running one. :( im fat. roar.

    i still ate kuromitsu anyw! doesn't matter. (: its super yummy. and ate crystal jade ramen for dinner. and some scouffle with red bean for dessert. tasted not bad!

    eat eat eat. nom nom nom. consequence: weight.

    ♥

    i never stop hoping, but i did stop expecting it.


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    movie marathon.
    Thursday, March 18, 2010
    i want to watch 'how to train a dragon'!

    i want to watch 'summer wars'! unfortunately, it isnt showing anymoreeeeeee! :'( rawrr.

    i want to watch 'professor layton and the eternal diva'!

    i want to watch 'arthur and the revenge of maltazard'!

    ahhahhah. im obsessed with animated cartoon movies! (: nice nice niceeeeee. im feeling melty. i wish more cartoons will come out!

    *nudge nudge* watch this! (: http://www.swiss-miss.com/2010/03/chat-roulette-piano-improv-1.html he's good at improvising and playing th keyboard/piano looking thing. woah woah woah! but his dressing abit Lol la. ((:

    ♥

    a boombox is not a toy. neither am i.


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    mockingbirds.
    Wednesday, March 17, 2010
    did i mention i really really liked studying 'to kill a mockingbird'?

    i met up with jessica to catch th play "to kill a mockingbird". an outing that she and i have planned for a period of time. well, at least she was th only one that followed up on what we impulsively decided to do. (: althought there were issues between us, i dont believe our friendship of 4 years will come to naught.

    unlike this other friend. whom i cant even express my irritation of his/her actions are causing me. f la. its not as though as i need him/her desperately and cant live without him/her. whatever. if he/she thinks that not making and effort would still make our friendship work, well, i guess someone has got to change their thinking. c, i'm an annoying and unforgiving person.and i acted so well i cant believe myself.

    oh! i saw th mediacorp artiste! (omg! -.- whatever!) th one acting in th magician show. ahhahs. so random! he watches plays?

    hee.

    the play wasn't bad. just that some characters didnt turned out th way i expect them to be. some were surprisingly good, while th others were irritatingly disappointing. th actor acting as ms stephanie crawford was good. if only i had her autography! ahhahs. (: th costumings were thoughtful and their props were simple. i guess years in drama club made me notice stuff like this quite naturally. (surprisingly!)

    anyw! main point of th day is my brother made halfboiled egg for me! ahhahs! so nice of him lor! ((: hey, i know what youre thinking. that i bullied him into making it for me right! never! he did it willing. hahaha. c, i dont know how to. :/ (don't judge me!)

    ♥

    you pulled me in all over again, just like you did before.


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    i gave it all away.
    Tuesday, March 16, 2010
    today is tuesday and i spent my day with my brother. we played uno stacko and rush hour. ahhahs! so retarded but fun! if only we played uno! c i went to sleep @ 2p.m and woke up at 8.30 plus. win!

    sometimes on days like this, i feel glad about th fact i'm not th only child. i can act th most unglam in front of my brother and still laugh with him. (: well, hes unglam also lor!

    hee, thanks jeremy (my friend who has th same name as my brother) for listening to my rants, lame stuff that were making me unhappy and making me laugh. well, chengyew played a part too. wl, he was seriously picking an english name for himself. really, lmao. he picked tyler and i was like, that sounds too hot for you. jude ashely evan timothy were picked. some of them amazingly reminds me of girl's names. just saying.

    then i realized that i never told you plant's real name. its desmond. (:

    meeting jessica tmr. fingers crossed!

    ♥

    if i knew then what i know now.


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    i feel like a squirrel...
    valerie always keeps her promises. (: nah, she doesn't lie.

    monday 8(eigh)th & tuesday 9(nin)th :
    cultivated mould at home.

    wednesday 10(ten)th :
    plant day! (:

    watched a movie! well, i cant tell you which i watched bc i promised my other friend i'd watched it with him/her. hm, im going to watch it again! anyw, i wanna watch "Summer wars"! c i have never watch a japanese animated movie in th cinema. (yes, i missed ponyo! :( ) went to this other pretty shop @ cathay cineleisure introed by plant that reminded me of another shop! th shop at take still th best! oh! i had to mention this!orhcard central has a nice nice nice rooftop! (:

    i missed my treat though. but plant did keep his promise. (i'm glad! (:) it was my fault. i swear!

    town was more interesting than i have expected it to be. so was th day that started out quite badly. i like it anyw.

    thursday 11(eleven)th, friday 12(twelv)th & saturday 13(thir)teenth :
    work.

    i promise to upload a photo of what i did when i was bored @ lda. hee! please wait in anticipation! (:

    saw wayne on one of th days! i told him im weirdly happy. Lol. well, i used to see him twice a week for tuition whattt. (not that i have any choice.) mm, i miss his self obssesion!

    sunday 14(for)teenth :
    was a day off my painting lessons!

    went vivo.

    omg! found a place that sold french connection's clothing line. *melts* i'm sucha sucka for fc stuffs. im going to own that fc tee!! (one day!) nicer than mng's one lor! hee. bought cream puffs cream puffs cream pufffffs!!! obsessesion!! it tastes super goooooooooood. *melts again* i like vivo but i seldom seem to be able afford shopping at that place. i want! well, i can afford th cream puffs! ((:

    vivo doesnt have ministry of food. ate fried fish and chips although i have three ulcers. its hurts like madness. Grrrr, i want kuromitsu.

    i went my grandma's house for dinner, as usual. i love my grandma loads. (: i feel more loved by her than my mom. i know this sounds like i'm sour, but sometimes, i wish she'd love me as much as my brother. don't go this-sort-of-stuff-cant-be-compared, she-loves-you-as-much kind of thing c they're all bullshit. but, i guess there is only allowance for one child to be spoilt and naughty. being th elder one doesnt seem to help much either. i know my mom loves me.

    roar. i shall think about th cream puffs to make me happierr!

    i'm grateful, thankful, *inserts a whole lot more good adjectives* for my grandma's existance in my life. but most of all, i'm lucky to have her. (:

    monday 15(fif)teenth :
    work.

    came back home and ate cream puffs again!! :D *melts* as i didnt have to work th next day (which is today), i went online to look for nice women's wallet! oh my oh my! saw this fantastic fabulous sexy wallet by prada! omg. it cost waaaaaaaaaaaay too much, but it's so preeeeeeetty. *glitters* and no, it cant be mine. ):


    *i feel like a squirrel c i always post my week in a nutshell.
    **lda= lovely deart, th shop im currently working at. (i know its a weird/cliche/dumb name for a shop.)

    ♥

    they say when you want something enough, then it can't escape your love.


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    updates tmr k
    Monday, March 15, 2010
    i know i should post soooooooon...

    sighhh!

    ♥

    the more we come undone, the lesser expectations there are.


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    you.
    Saturday, March 6, 2010
    i guess i am really on a posting spree today. (:

    but theres so much i wanna share with you. all th cute and wonderful stuff that gotten me real excited.

    1. i saw this freaking beautiful black adidas backpack at th adida outlet @ jp. oh my oh my, it looked good. lik reeeeeeeeal good. its mine already!! im so getting it. along with a num bag. i dont know why? but an adidas bag and a num bag seem like a better idea than one crumpler bag. -.-

    2. while browsing my twitter homepage, one of th illustration artist whose twitter i follow, led me to these:

    subby! submarine. i love green tea. i love pretty stuff. i guess, this is th bestest thing evar!!
    http://www.swiss-miss.com/2010/01/tea-sub.html

    white kitty is love.
    http://www.guardian.co.uk/environment/gallery/2010/mar/05/week-in-wildlife?picture=360060641

    snowbears! okay, polar bears. dont look at me as if im dumb. hmph. snowbears sounds cute k. why cant they be called snowbears? :'(
    http://www.guardian.co.uk/environment/gallery/2010/mar/05/week-in-wildlife?picture=360057321

    hm, th above two links are from th same site. th photos on it are pretty bad ass. (: pretty pretty. i have a fetish for eveyth pretty. ooo, th illustration artist that i follow has some pretty good art. her name is anneka. (: check her portfolio out! http://www.annekatran.com/

    3. while browsing th net, i found this cool website. found this beautifully illustrated short animated clip. loves! pretty pretty!
    http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/2kW7rm/gimundo.com/videos/view/get-out-a-bizarre-french-animation-with-a-twist/

    just mess around in that site about and i promise you wont regret it. hee. its preeeeetty. i recommend t-shirt wars vid too. but that you can just watch it on youtube. sooo...

    yeh! today is a happy day.

    :D

    *smiles*

    i wont't be posting tmr.

    ♥

    cause lightning don't strike the same place twice.


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    a promise!
    Friday, March 5, 2010
    i will blog tmr! i swear!

    ♥

    wished you'd love me once more.


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    nutshell.
    Thursday, March 4, 2010
    thursday and friday,

    work.

    at th shop where i work at, there this disc that kept repeating. roar. its a pretty nice disc. well, i like it! cuz there were all these old songs that sounded good and were so my type. :3

    i never realized i would get addicted to this song. jessica simpson - when you loved me. laugh all you like. its nice.

    hahahaha.

    ♥

    i fell from all we had, to i never knew i needed you so bad.


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    a treat!
    Wednesday, March 3, 2010
    wednesday,

    had a day with a plant!

    went to taka to get his racket? oh well, th point is. i saw this pair of adidas shoes that looked absolutely fabulous. black and gold! *loves* too bad it looked huge, and probably doesnt look good small! my feets are small. ): plus, i dont usually wear shoes.

    and th white lacoste watch looked damn good. wish its mine! (white is love.)

    mm, i'll definitely need new footwear for my poly, shoooooe shooooooopping! ♥

    had to mention this, cuz theres this amazing shop at taka, beside artfriend. not sure whats its name, but omg, i fell in loveeeee. *melts* i'll definitely wanna go orchard more often now. its a shop that sells lotsa amazing stickers in amazing designs and creative stationaries and card that are nothing less than amazing. well, th shop is amazing luh! (:

    saw stuff i would wanna buy for button (jess). but no shinkansens, nor buttons. but stuff she'd love nevertheless. plus this icecream candle i wanted to buy for niwen but it was too girly. sooo... oh well. anyw, i didnt purchase anyth. :/ tsk, im all talk no action. i just wasnt prepared to buy so much stuff luh. too overwhelmed too. but i swear i'll go there again soon! shopping!!

    anyw, thank you plant for th day. (: going out with plant again. sometime next week? i shall anticipate more lovely shops to stumble upon and my treats he promised me!

    ♥

    when you told me you loved me, did you know it would take me the rest of my life to get over the feeling of knowing a dream didn't turn out right?


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    outside.
    Tuesday, March 2, 2010
    tuesday,

    had work today. so my day was like:
    1. waking up @ 9a.m
    2. travelling to thomson plaza till 10 plus, 11a.m
    3. start work.
    4. ends @ 9, 9plus p.m
    5 travels home.
    6. shower.
    7. sleep.

    Lol. well, thats basically my day in a nutshell if i work.

    *roar*

    hm, people are starting to ignore me. O: im obviously upset, but people dont seem to realize. sigh.

    plant smsed me at maybe, 1a.m? ( -.-, i know. had to work lor. was exhausted at work.) and kept his promise to go out with me! yay!

    it has been ages since i went out with someone just for fun. someth as simple as a dinner together, or a movie would delight me. so obviously, being (sort of) desperate to get out, i said yes.

    an activity for wednesday!

    *winks*

    did i ever mentioned i gotten my pay for th last month? hee. although it was only a four days worth of pay... its definitely better than nothing! (:

    ♥

    perhaps, what if, you didnt realize that you were as fragile as a firefly.


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    kuromitsu.
    Monday, March 1, 2010
    monday,

    it was my off day from work as there was a need to do some stuff for my poly enrolment. by stuff, i meant by creating bank accounts and whatsoever. boring! oh well, it was surely an interesting experience. -.-

    well, th main point of my day was that i went to Ministry Of Food for lunch!

    *heaven*

    yay, yummy japanese cuisine is love. but i was stuffed for th rested of th day though. hee, th set was in sucha huge portion! loves anyw! (: but i didnt have my kuromitsu icecream! *sobs*

    grrrrr. oh well. niwen made a promise to eat it with me! (: heh. (i decided i want to post this sentence so he cant escape, and thereafter, break his promise.)

    ♥

    did you ever...?



    ps, i realized my font is bigger now. yay.
    ♥


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    my promise.
    and soooo...

    i promised to post today! :D
    and i thought it'd be fun to post right, on th correct day. and so i did.

    ♥

    i didnt believe it when they told me promises are meant to be broken.


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